ALABASTER JAR

ytd was serve the world day

was pretty excited as this was my first stw day and i was made the group leader. my group was kinda awesome ; karmin and joe. what went in my mind was about “how do i clean when i dont even clean at home?” and “how to lead this group to the best?” but when i reached the house, i said a little prayer and everything was just spirit led. i washed the first toilet bowl in my life and i had to say although it was tiring, it felt really good after. knowing that the lady would have a clean toilet. 

1 thing that struck me throughout the day. it isnt the house that needs to be cleaned, it is the soul that needs to be saved

Apologising does not always mean you are wrong and the other party is right. It just means you value your relationship more than your ego.

Don’t let this be pure head knowledge

been thinking a lot today… 

i kept giving excuses to stay in my comfort zone and refuse to step out of it. escapist mentality. every time i hit something hard, i wont try to resolve but escape. not anymore. i want to face everything with god and i just dont want to leave any regrets or whatsoever. no matter how you guys view me, i might not be the best but im gonna put in my best

(Source: stopmenow)

My personality type does me no good:( I want to be secure in God but I tend to be very sensitive at times. I tend to worry a lot but I learnt to put my trust in God. I just dont understand why sometimes I just cant react well to situations. Only after situations then I reflect and know that I do it wrongly.

So many things happened to me recently. Hais… No chance to really confide in anyone but thank god for god. thank you for always being there for me!